小镇姑娘

      Today I’m on duty doing nothing but informed two of my patients’ relatives that they are in the danger of passing away anytime.

     Feeling so sad I wondered what I could do to help them as while as help myself out of the mood of agony..

      For a long time I am wondering if I am qualified to be a doctor , whenever I met with things like that I felt so sad that even want to quit the job. Though everyone told me that it is a great job, it is a profitable job, it is a sacred job,I’m not feeling happy when doing this, I even thought of quitting the job.

     Am I a coward who will easily quit in face of difficulty? I’m so confused.

     Eh……stop being so sensitive!

最近看了点关于医疗改革的东西，越看越觉得复杂，尽管看到的是一套完美方案，可是不知道从业人员的惯性以及约束力量的薄弱会不会使之大打折扣，我们能够将监督机制环环相扣从而达到我们的预期结果吗，另外，追求利益最大化的资本家对改革的嗅觉似乎超出我们的想象，改革引起的产业变动对于国家，产业经营者，民众三者的利益消长会是乐观的结果吗？拭目以待，反正已经上了贼船。